i hate to say this but i realized today that the last time i was truly happy was when i was thinner. i wasn’t depressed. i was happy. does this mean i can measure my happiness in a weighing scale? that sounds pathetic and sad. does it mean i have body issues? emotional issues?
i don’t know. i just wish i can be truly happy just the way i am. i have a good life, great husband i love so much, everything i want… but am not 100% happy.
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Posted December 17, 2009 at 3:43am
